hello again! its been a while since i wrote here the last time, but i have been pretty depressed that's why i haven't i wanted too write everything that happened down there, but i just wasnt in the mood to write.. anyway here I come i dont wanna get more sad!
My trip to Oklahoma was simply awesome!! I loved it so fuckin freackin much! the two weeks went by SO FAST!! we partied every single day til we get fucked up! we didnt drink I think only 2 days of the entire trip! The partying was better than what i Expected! My wish came true and i made the trip I always wanted with Jarred and Finally got to meet my Jordan!
Eventhough i dont remember everything cuz most of the time i was drunk, i still remember a bunch of stuff that happened, i kind of lost track of the days when i was there, so i dont know what happened exactly in what days haha but at least i know that happened!
Well the first day when i got there Jackie when to pick me up at the airport! she's a sweetheart! shes the twins mom! and i loved her! After i met with Jarred at walmart we made it our way to Stillwater to the apartments!!(reserves).. Nathan was down there and he was the one who took my 50 pounds suitcase to the third floor! how sweet!
Jordan wasnt there when i arrived he was with the fraternity thing, so we got ready for the night and we wanted to smoke weed! i met this funny girls downstairs, shelby, allie, and bailey! they were the shit hahaha! and we smoke weed together MY FIRST TIME!!!
I didnt feel anything tho.. i took like 3 drags and nothing... i dont know what happened i just wanted to get wasted that night hahah but i wasnt high AT ALL! they say that the first time u dont feel anything u have to try twice! but anyway we left to a '''party'' at Taylors house, we learned to play zumie zumie and drank vodka shot like crazy, pretty soon we were fucked up haha and i went to taylors car with a bunch of kids while we were fucked up and smoke more weed me withg like 6 kids! hahaha butt OMG taylor was getting tooooo closee! he was touchin my leg under the table!!! that was so weird i was telling bailey but hahaha it was funny also and i was fucked up!! anyway when we left we kissed hahahaha and he is simply disgusting not cute at all but i was wasted so doesnt matter! after we left i dont remember what happened maybe i do but not right now! we went home i think hahah!
Next day we went to walmart to get some stuff me and jarred! and in the night i think we made a party at our place ahaha we got sunnyD! and i think at the begging i was the only one with the guys nhaha whichi i loved being the only girl!! i dont remmeber what happened that night!im just looking at the pictures! the next night we were gettin ready to go to a fashin show and i pit my yellow dress on! and heels! Jordan told me that i was looking Bonita :) and i loved it! hahaha i know i look hot with that dress!we picked up Jordan at the pike house and i was a lil bit drunk and i was like is so hot in here!! and all the pikes were looking at me hahaha!! we went to the fashion show and i was texting jordan that night and we were flirting everything was ready for the night!,, after the show we went to a gay party which i dont remember a lot cuz i was hella DRUNK! but i do remember the black guy with the goosebumps which jarred reminded me! THANK YOU! hahah i remmeber i was wasted and texting jordan that i wanted to go home and party with him cuz there was also a party there.. after a while we went there and i dont remember what happened i just remember that YES that night was my first night with jordan! i dont remember how i got naked..I just remember me and him locked in the bathroom and in the room doing it.. the clearest thing i remember is me on top of him in the toilet hahaha,, but it was fun i think! after we finished and everybody was knocking the door victoria asked me if we had sex and i answered Ofcourse nott!! hahahaha what a whore i AM! but i dont care!! he was nice ke was telling me that everything was allright and he had everything controlled and nobody was gonna see us! what a sweetheart uh? also that day we went to have lunch to el tapatio! and Next day we drove to cushing and then to the cook out BBQ with Jackies family!
The next thing can remember by the pitures is another party we did t our place which i wasnt dresed up i was with my pink black dress and he black guys appeared and we took a lot of shots and then i was puking in the bed and jordan helped me with the garbage can and the i came again to life and i was mad at the black kids idk why but jordan was a sweetheart and calmed me down cuz i was texting him to get home with nathan right now! hahaha i was DRUNK!
i dont remember what happened after that i think nathan was death and me and Jordan did it again in Nathans bed while he was sleeping ahahaha and he came in like 5 minutes he was a sweetheart that night!! he was telling me such nice thing that i was so hot and pretty and loved me and mayy me and a lot of bluff and bullshit that i believed!
Next day was a Sunday and we didnt drink at all i dont rememebr what we did tho! haha we just went to cushing and i took a shower ther enad jarred went to his tumble classwork! and oh! we catch a bird in his backyard!
I think next dy we went to eat to Texas Road house the day when nathan was high as a kite haha! and that night we partied again at home and i was wastedddddddddd! i remmebr we were playing botellita truth or dare and everybody was kissing everybody hahaha, nathan gave me a mothor boat and i kissed andrew, carly and everyone in the house playing the game jordan, jarred, nathan hahaha it was fun! and andrew kissed jarred with so much passion hahaha!
also we were dancing techno with the red light and i was talking to the african french speaking guy which was SO HIGH!
well next day i think we partied again at home hahah i dont remember details form that night! just that jarred spent the night with some guy and i think that was the day when i was in the couch and nathan jumped on top f me, took his shirt off and told me that i ws gonna have the best orgasm ever if i could do i with him, i told him that i was with jordan and he told me that he was with vic and a bunch of stuff that he was player and that HE LOVED MY ACCENT AND THAT TURNED HIM ON! hahahahah whih was funnyy he took ou a green condom hahah but i just stood up and left him there, id remeber where was jordan at!! i dont even remember if that was the same day! i was so drunk that MY MEMORIES ARE MIXED UP AND MESSED UP!
but we didnt have sex haha he used his dedos,but that was al, one prt of me wanted to but i i just couldnt hahaha it was fun tho! i was giving im ice cream later on while he as passing out i his bed and we were kisisng again and he umpe on m again and jarred saw us hahaha but i think that was all!!ohh and now that i remmeebr Jordan was at cushing like agood buy sleeping for his drug test hahaha and nervous!
i think we partied a night or two and me and Jordan did it again on the couch and Jarred caught us and he didnt finish he told me he was tired, that day i ripped of me beatifull american eagle silk pijama that i was wearing the first time when i was on top of him taking my clothes off! AHH AND I WAS SO LOUD! maybe thats why he told me he was tired hahah and we did it doggie style! which i love but im fat hahah
Next morning jarred and I went to get the money for the alcohol for that night from victoria and it was so fuckin hot i got sunburn! haha and went to have brunch at Arbies
THAT WAS 5 DE MAYOO!! everyone was sooo excited with 5 de mayo and the mexican stuff, i didnt even mind haha i didnt even remebered what was it! but that was the craziest night ever, and the night that my hopes, expectatives and my thoughts changed about JORDAN ASSHOLE BUSH!
i dont remeber a lot but we were partying at vics and then at home i guess.. everyone was fucked up cuz i dont rememebr a shit from that night but JORDAN was wasted!! he got so fucking drunk with the bunch of alcohol we bought and he started being so agressive, we went downstairs to party with at shebys and he was kind of flirting with her! also dylan was over and they were raping as usual, and jordan smacked me in front of him! anlo DYLAN was flriting with mee SO MUCH! he was telling me that i was pretty as fuck.. cool as fuckk.. everything as fuckk! hahaha i liked him :)
Later on that night the fuss started cuz jordan GOT SO AGRESSIVE!! he started yellling and holleing to everyone tryiung to figth with everyone and started chocking jarred!! i was SO WASTED! that i dont remember a shit!! i know that i was crying and telling him that he was an asshole and stuff cuz some bitches showed up and he was flirting with one of them infront of me!!! and the night before we did it!! i was PISSEDD!! and drunk alsoo!! so there was a fight also he fought with victoria and me and i took alll my stuff and i was leaving i took random stuff and i was spending the night at vics evethough i hated her that night we were bfs cuz we were against jordan!! one part opf me wanted to stay and wait form him to come down and kiss him again! but i just couldnt !! i spent the night there i didnt left with vic, after jordan passed out and jarred and jackie were in the phone and jarred crying i went to sleep on the couch...that night was a mess!!
Next morning as usual i was hung over as shit and jordan cames to my couch tellign me baby.. what happened last night? i dont remeber a shit!! i could belive that he didnt remeber a shit cuz he was heellllllaa drunkkk and wastedd !! but i was super mad and pissed offf! i just told him a couple of things that happened about the choking, jackie on the phone, the girl, crying and then i told him i was gettin tested with aids and std's as vic told me to say to him cuz i was pissedd!!
anyway i loved and wanted him so much that it was just my ego that was talking i always wanted to go jump on him and kiss and do him all over again no matter how mad i was! but my ego is too big ! hahaha
Me and Jarred didnt talk to him all day long, we wanted him to realize what he did last night and how wrong he was and al the mistakes he made and all the ppl he made cry!!
That night we partied AGAIN at home, have i mentioned my crush on ROUCH? hahaha i love him he is hot but also kind of guetto and crazy hahaha anyway i had so much fucn with him! ne part og me wanted to do him hahaha!! well that night we partied a lot and i was drunk as usual, and Jordan apologized finally later on that night while i was drunk he told me i was georgous and stuff and i dont remeber but he gave me a speech and also apologized to vics, and i told him i loved him so much! that night he didnt have a beer at all he was sober playing xbox all night:) which i loved! he was being a good boy!!
After that jarred left to a party with vic and etc, he told me to come but part of me wanted to stay with Jordan so i stayed and pretended that they left me! hahaha!! we had fun anyway in the house there was also people over, the red shirt FAT guy with his ugly girlfriend haha we were ahving fun and told me about the mexicnas knwo how to shake it haha! also ROUCH MY LOVE was over he also was flirting wiht me all the time, and stinky crisco and his GF! iuk hahaha and nathan i think he was death as usual!! black out haha!! mcdonalds!!!!!! hahaha put it down!!
When everyone finally left jordan and I stayed by ourselves finally! no jarred!!! and he did it!!:) againnn for the fourth time!! itwas great we did it in the bed and jarred showed up in the middle of the thing as usual !! but it was cute!!the other ting is that i got my period right there! jordan told me!! that sucked i was so ashamed hahahha anyway i slept in the coush and Jordan was so nice!! btw next morning i had to wash the sheets hahaha there was blood on them!! IUK!!
One night between all that i said was the night when london and emily were over and we went to mcdonalds and emily almost threw up in me because of the seat bealt it was so funny hahaha and we were in girl talk about jordanand all that stuff hahaha i loved that night hahah but i dont remmebr clearly.
The very next day we partied at home as usual i think i dont remember what happened but Jordan was with some girl ''Sammy''' she wasnt even pretty he didnt spend the night at home i think cuz everybody left the party and the girl was still over with him alone in the living room!! i was so fuckin sad i wanted to cry! cuz the night before we did it!! WHAT A DICKHEAD JORDAN BUSH!!! I HATE YOU!!! in the morning i think nathan jarred and I went to have lunch at WHICH WICH again! i loved that place hahah
well that day started all the fuss with Sammy that blonde whore, Next day was mothers day and we went to cush to spend the day with Jackie! magically Jordan appeared in the couch like at 9 am! i asked him where did he spend the night and he told me taht home.. LIAR!!! and that he was downstairs playing drinking games... yeah sure!! BULLSHIT!!
i got a cake for jackie after the buffet and spent the day there it was nice after all,, it was Andrews bday so we partied at Stillwater again that night, Jackie told us to be home on monday early because of the TORNADOS!!we wento over to brittanys she was fun!! hahah we partied again that night and Jordan didnt spend the night home either.. that was SAD! i texted him in the morning and told him to get home wherever in the heelll he wass!! he finally got home like in the afternoon and we went to have lunch somewhere and then we left to cush escaping form the tornados hahaha! it was fun tho! they were scaring me as jarred normally does by pullling over the car hahaha!! That night was so fun with the chihuahua guy and telling him all my life and the story between me and jordan an the whore with the same dress hahaha!
omg is so hard for me to remember the order or the things and how the happened im pretty sure all this is messed up hahaha!
I think that same night was the night i had the fight with jordan! yes it was!! after partyng at the apartment everybody had already left and jarred was sleeping i think, nathan and I were still awake laughin hahah and DRUNK having fun and making out as usual haha we used to kiss and make out every single night when drunk haha and in the morning we would forgot and act like nothing happened hahaha i love him so much hes like my bestie!! hahah he is so fun!! we took like a hundred of pictures together!! hahaha
so THE FIGHT! when me and nathan were in the couch laughing and kissinig.. Jordan knocked the door so hard and finally got home! i told him i was sorry for being sleeping in his bed the past nights! hahah I was WASTED! then suddendly i dont how this happened but we jordan and me where fighting i dont even remeber about what!! i wa yelling!! 'JORDAN I SAW YOU WITH THE BROWN HAIR WHORE'' and stuff.. and she was blonde! hahaha WAS I DRUNK???hahah and i started tellin him that he was an asshole dickehad menhore player like everyone else in here and adont remeber what else, he told me mexican bitch, non english speaking bitch and a idk what elsee,, he threw water to me in the kitchen and wet my dress and boob! nathan was also there just satirng at us fighting and laughing hahahahah so i took a bottle full of water and threw it to him,, we starting wetting each other so at the end we where both wet!! well he was all wet so he had to change his clothes hahahha i felt sorryy for a lil bit cuz i couldnt stand jordan the guy who was fucking me beign mad at me!! and also my first real love here in the states !! so within minutues i apoligized when he was chaging his clothes but he ignored me, and that was also his fault he started itt!! not only me!!
well he left that night again when i went out with nathan to get a cigarrette!, nathan and i went inside and he so nice started telling me bedtime stories like hanxel and gretel, red little ridin whore and a buch onf stories the piggies hahahaha it was su much fun!! THOSE ARE THE BEST MEMORES I HAVE FROM NATHAN HE IS A SWEETHEART!! and then we were making out again gaha kising it seems that he wanted more but i was so wasted that i couldnt even kiss him hahaha he finally noticed that i was falling a sleep kissed me on the lips and left to his room!!
Next day as walys in the morning we were trying to remember what happened last night ah jarred nathan and I went again to texas road house for lunch, jordan was still sleeping with the whore!
i didnt eat all my plate so i asked for a box and took it to go it was a lot of food, and i was thinking about jordan and that he might me hungry! do we took it home. when we got home he was there and i told him i was sorry, and that i wasnt only my fault that he owned me an apologize also!! cuz he started it! well we werent talking for a little while but then we were kind of OK.. we ate all the food as i thought he might have been starving my poor baby boy!! he also had a chupeton but i acted cool about it as if i didnt mind but i was dying inside!
MY LAST NIGHT!
i already told u guys all my two weeks in Oklahoma and the little a remember! and this is my last night there...
That was the worst i was WASTED, DRUNK, FUCKED UP, UNSOBER, hahahahhabut very bad ahhaha
It all started late i tried on like 5 outfits and i didnt know what to wear i finally opted for the white and black dress thta i wore the first night there hoping that anybody remembered! hahaha Rouch was over and as always so nice and flirty to me! i love him!! i feel like i know him since all my lifee!! well im sure i had a lot of fun that night i was wasted and again Sammy was over and again pretending to be nice to me.. telling me to not leave and that she loved my outfits and my juicy couture necklace.. BULLSHIT!! god knows what shit Jordan told her about me and now she was with him.. fuckin ugly whore!!we had a cigarrete together tho haha
Well later on that night i have no idea what happened i think everybody left and me and nathan were holding hands and we went over to vics to keep the party there, jarred was with Isaac this guy he spent the night with haha... we went in rouchs car and it was pretty packed haha but i didnt mind i was just holding nathans hand and telling to each other that we would never leave with them! we were fucked up!
As soon as we got to vics I pucked hahaha in the porch it was gross i dont remember ANYTHING!! LITERALLY ANYTHING!! nathan left me and god knows how he got home!! i slept in vics couch that night cuz i woke up like at 10 finally alive!! and i had to catch a plane like at 5 i was so hung over i think i was still drunk hahah i was felling like SHIT,, after a while jarred picked me up (thank god i had my cellphone in my boobs) and my camera hangin from my neck!
so we went to pack my stuff take a shower and stuff to the apartment.. get ready to leave:( here comes the sad part!! SAYING GOODBYE TO JORDAN!! he was gettin ready to go out with sammy i think cuz he got up early but he told us he was going qith the pikes! LIAR!
so he told me good bye! i kissed him in the cheek and tell him to take care and that i loved him!! after he left i wanted to cry so bad!!:( but I didnt... then nathan was still sleeping and i told him good bye i kissed hiim in the cheek like a houndred times and jumped with him in his bed also i didnt want to leave him!! i LOVE HIM!! he was so sad talling me to stay and stuff and about going to mexicoo and everythingg that was soo sad:( imiss him like craaazyy!!
then we went to Taco bell for lunch and saw the hottest guy in Stillwater,, Adam hahahah.. we ate there and then left to cushing to go to tulsas aiport, jackie and ben took us! and it was sad! to say goodbye to jarred in the airport and stuff:( i miss him so much and everyone down there in Stillwater Oklahoma! i had the best time of my life down there!! i wish i could go back!! and im going back idk when but i will.. this is not the last time im gonna see Jordan and Nathan!!!
peace!
Eventhough i dont remember everything cuz most of the time i was drunk, i still remember a bunch of stuff that happened, i kind of lost track of the days when i was there, so i dont know what happened exactly in what days haha but at least i know that happened!
Well the first day when i got there Jackie when to pick me up at the airport! she's a sweetheart! shes the twins mom! and i loved her! After i met with Jarred at walmart we made it our way to Stillwater to the apartments!!(reserves).. Nathan was down there and he was the one who took my 50 pounds suitcase to the third floor! how sweet!
Jordan wasnt there when i arrived he was with the fraternity thing, so we got ready for the night and we wanted to smoke weed! i met this funny girls downstairs, shelby, allie, and bailey! they were the shit hahaha! and we smoke weed together MY FIRST TIME!!!
I didnt feel anything tho.. i took like 3 drags and nothing... i dont know what happened i just wanted to get wasted that night hahah but i wasnt high AT ALL! they say that the first time u dont feel anything u have to try twice! but anyway we left to a '''party'' at Taylors house, we learned to play zumie zumie and drank vodka shot like crazy, pretty soon we were fucked up haha and i went to taylors car with a bunch of kids while we were fucked up and smoke more weed me withg like 6 kids! hahaha butt OMG taylor was getting tooooo closee! he was touchin my leg under the table!!! that was so weird i was telling bailey but hahaha it was funny also and i was fucked up!! anyway when we left we kissed hahahaha and he is simply disgusting not cute at all but i was wasted so doesnt matter! after we left i dont remember what happened maybe i do but not right now! we went home i think hahah!
Next day we went to walmart to get some stuff me and jarred! and in the night i think we made a party at our place ahaha we got sunnyD! and i think at the begging i was the only one with the guys nhaha whichi i loved being the only girl!! i dont remmeber what happened that night!im just looking at the pictures! the next night we were gettin ready to go to a fashin show and i pit my yellow dress on! and heels! Jordan told me that i was looking Bonita :) and i loved it! hahaha i know i look hot with that dress!we picked up Jordan at the pike house and i was a lil bit drunk and i was like is so hot in here!! and all the pikes were looking at me hahaha!! we went to the fashion show and i was texting jordan that night and we were flirting everything was ready for the night!,, after the show we went to a gay party which i dont remember a lot cuz i was hella DRUNK! but i do remember the black guy with the goosebumps which jarred reminded me! THANK YOU! hahah i remmeber i was wasted and texting jordan that i wanted to go home and party with him cuz there was also a party there.. after a while we went there and i dont remember what happened i just remember that YES that night was my first night with jordan! i dont remember how i got naked..I just remember me and him locked in the bathroom and in the room doing it.. the clearest thing i remember is me on top of him in the toilet hahaha,, but it was fun i think! after we finished and everybody was knocking the door victoria asked me if we had sex and i answered Ofcourse nott!! hahahaha what a whore i AM! but i dont care!! he was nice ke was telling me that everything was allright and he had everything controlled and nobody was gonna see us! what a sweetheart uh? also that day we went to have lunch to el tapatio! and Next day we drove to cushing and then to the cook out BBQ with Jackies family!
The next thing can remember by the pitures is another party we did t our place which i wasnt dresed up i was with my pink black dress and he black guys appeared and we took a lot of shots and then i was puking in the bed and jordan helped me with the garbage can and the i came again to life and i was mad at the black kids idk why but jordan was a sweetheart and calmed me down cuz i was texting him to get home with nathan right now! hahaha i was DRUNK!
i dont remember what happened after that i think nathan was death and me and Jordan did it again in Nathans bed while he was sleeping ahahaha and he came in like 5 minutes he was a sweetheart that night!! he was telling me such nice thing that i was so hot and pretty and loved me and mayy me and a lot of bluff and bullshit that i believed!
Next day was a Sunday and we didnt drink at all i dont rememebr what we did tho! haha we just went to cushing and i took a shower ther enad jarred went to his tumble classwork! and oh! we catch a bird in his backyard!
I think next dy we went to eat to Texas Road house the day when nathan was high as a kite haha! and that night we partied again at home and i was wastedddddddddd! i remmebr we were playing botellita truth or dare and everybody was kissing everybody hahaha, nathan gave me a mothor boat and i kissed andrew, carly and everyone in the house playing the game jordan, jarred, nathan hahaha it was fun! and andrew kissed jarred with so much passion hahaha!
also we were dancing techno with the red light and i was talking to the african french speaking guy which was SO HIGH!
well next day i think we partied again at home hahah i dont remember details form that night! just that jarred spent the night with some guy and i think that was the day when i was in the couch and nathan jumped on top f me, took his shirt off and told me that i ws gonna have the best orgasm ever if i could do i with him, i told him that i was with jordan and he told me that he was with vic and a bunch of stuff that he was player and that HE LOVED MY ACCENT AND THAT TURNED HIM ON! hahahahah whih was funnyy he took ou a green condom hahah but i just stood up and left him there, id remeber where was jordan at!! i dont even remember if that was the same day! i was so drunk that MY MEMORIES ARE MIXED UP AND MESSED UP!
but we didnt have sex haha he used his dedos,but that was al, one prt of me wanted to but i i just couldnt hahaha it was fun tho! i was giving im ice cream later on while he as passing out i his bed and we were kisisng again and he umpe on m again and jarred saw us hahaha but i think that was all!!ohh and now that i remmeebr Jordan was at cushing like agood buy sleeping for his drug test hahaha and nervous!
i think we partied a night or two and me and Jordan did it again on the couch and Jarred caught us and he didnt finish he told me he was tired, that day i ripped of me beatifull american eagle silk pijama that i was wearing the first time when i was on top of him taking my clothes off! AHH AND I WAS SO LOUD! maybe thats why he told me he was tired hahah and we did it doggie style! which i love but im fat hahah
Next morning jarred and I went to get the money for the alcohol for that night from victoria and it was so fuckin hot i got sunburn! haha and went to have brunch at Arbies
THAT WAS 5 DE MAYOO!! everyone was sooo excited with 5 de mayo and the mexican stuff, i didnt even mind haha i didnt even remebered what was it! but that was the craziest night ever, and the night that my hopes, expectatives and my thoughts changed about JORDAN ASSHOLE BUSH!
i dont remeber a lot but we were partying at vics and then at home i guess.. everyone was fucked up cuz i dont rememebr a shit from that night but JORDAN was wasted!! he got so fucking drunk with the bunch of alcohol we bought and he started being so agressive, we went downstairs to party with at shebys and he was kind of flirting with her! also dylan was over and they were raping as usual, and jordan smacked me in front of him! anlo DYLAN was flriting with mee SO MUCH! he was telling me that i was pretty as fuck.. cool as fuckk.. everything as fuckk! hahaha i liked him :)
Later on that night the fuss started cuz jordan GOT SO AGRESSIVE!! he started yellling and holleing to everyone tryiung to figth with everyone and started chocking jarred!! i was SO WASTED! that i dont remember a shit!! i know that i was crying and telling him that he was an asshole and stuff cuz some bitches showed up and he was flirting with one of them infront of me!!! and the night before we did it!! i was PISSEDD!! and drunk alsoo!! so there was a fight also he fought with victoria and me and i took alll my stuff and i was leaving i took random stuff and i was spending the night at vics evethough i hated her that night we were bfs cuz we were against jordan!! one part opf me wanted to stay and wait form him to come down and kiss him again! but i just couldnt !! i spent the night there i didnt left with vic, after jordan passed out and jarred and jackie were in the phone and jarred crying i went to sleep on the couch...that night was a mess!!
Next morning as usual i was hung over as shit and jordan cames to my couch tellign me baby.. what happened last night? i dont remeber a shit!! i could belive that he didnt remeber a shit cuz he was heellllllaa drunkkk and wastedd !! but i was super mad and pissed offf! i just told him a couple of things that happened about the choking, jackie on the phone, the girl, crying and then i told him i was gettin tested with aids and std's as vic told me to say to him cuz i was pissedd!!
anyway i loved and wanted him so much that it was just my ego that was talking i always wanted to go jump on him and kiss and do him all over again no matter how mad i was! but my ego is too big ! hahaha
Me and Jarred didnt talk to him all day long, we wanted him to realize what he did last night and how wrong he was and al the mistakes he made and all the ppl he made cry!!
That night we partied AGAIN at home, have i mentioned my crush on ROUCH? hahaha i love him he is hot but also kind of guetto and crazy hahaha anyway i had so much fucn with him! ne part og me wanted to do him hahaha!! well that night we partied a lot and i was drunk as usual, and Jordan apologized finally later on that night while i was drunk he told me i was georgous and stuff and i dont remeber but he gave me a speech and also apologized to vics, and i told him i loved him so much! that night he didnt have a beer at all he was sober playing xbox all night:) which i loved! he was being a good boy!!
After that jarred left to a party with vic and etc, he told me to come but part of me wanted to stay with Jordan so i stayed and pretended that they left me! hahaha!! we had fun anyway in the house there was also people over, the red shirt FAT guy with his ugly girlfriend haha we were ahving fun and told me about the mexicnas knwo how to shake it haha! also ROUCH MY LOVE was over he also was flirting wiht me all the time, and stinky crisco and his GF! iuk hahaha and nathan i think he was death as usual!! black out haha!! mcdonalds!!!!!! hahaha put it down!!
When everyone finally left jordan and I stayed by ourselves finally! no jarred!!! and he did it!!:) againnn for the fourth time!! itwas great we did it in the bed and jarred showed up in the middle of the thing as usual !! but it was cute!!the other ting is that i got my period right there! jordan told me!! that sucked i was so ashamed hahahha anyway i slept in the coush and Jordan was so nice!! btw next morning i had to wash the sheets hahaha there was blood on them!! IUK!!
One night between all that i said was the night when london and emily were over and we went to mcdonalds and emily almost threw up in me because of the seat bealt it was so funny hahaha and we were in girl talk about jordanand all that stuff hahaha i loved that night hahah but i dont remmebr clearly.
The very next day we partied at home as usual i think i dont remember what happened but Jordan was with some girl ''Sammy''' she wasnt even pretty he didnt spend the night at home i think cuz everybody left the party and the girl was still over with him alone in the living room!! i was so fuckin sad i wanted to cry! cuz the night before we did it!! WHAT A DICKHEAD JORDAN BUSH!!! I HATE YOU!!! in the morning i think nathan jarred and I went to have lunch at WHICH WICH again! i loved that place hahah
well that day started all the fuss with Sammy that blonde whore, Next day was mothers day and we went to cush to spend the day with Jackie! magically Jordan appeared in the couch like at 9 am! i asked him where did he spend the night and he told me taht home.. LIAR!!! and that he was downstairs playing drinking games... yeah sure!! BULLSHIT!!
i got a cake for jackie after the buffet and spent the day there it was nice after all,, it was Andrews bday so we partied at Stillwater again that night, Jackie told us to be home on monday early because of the TORNADOS!!we wento over to brittanys she was fun!! hahah we partied again that night and Jordan didnt spend the night home either.. that was SAD! i texted him in the morning and told him to get home wherever in the heelll he wass!! he finally got home like in the afternoon and we went to have lunch somewhere and then we left to cush escaping form the tornados hahaha! it was fun tho! they were scaring me as jarred normally does by pullling over the car hahaha!! That night was so fun with the chihuahua guy and telling him all my life and the story between me and jordan an the whore with the same dress hahaha!
omg is so hard for me to remember the order or the things and how the happened im pretty sure all this is messed up hahaha!
I think that same night was the night i had the fight with jordan! yes it was!! after partyng at the apartment everybody had already left and jarred was sleeping i think, nathan and I were still awake laughin hahah and DRUNK having fun and making out as usual haha we used to kiss and make out every single night when drunk haha and in the morning we would forgot and act like nothing happened hahaha i love him so much hes like my bestie!! hahah he is so fun!! we took like a hundred of pictures together!! hahaha
so THE FIGHT! when me and nathan were in the couch laughing and kissinig.. Jordan knocked the door so hard and finally got home! i told him i was sorry for being sleeping in his bed the past nights! hahah I was WASTED! then suddendly i dont how this happened but we jordan and me where fighting i dont even remeber about what!! i wa yelling!! 'JORDAN I SAW YOU WITH THE BROWN HAIR WHORE'' and stuff.. and she was blonde! hahaha WAS I DRUNK???hahah and i started tellin him that he was an asshole dickehad menhore player like everyone else in here and adont remeber what else, he told me mexican bitch, non english speaking bitch and a idk what elsee,, he threw water to me in the kitchen and wet my dress and boob! nathan was also there just satirng at us fighting and laughing hahahahah so i took a bottle full of water and threw it to him,, we starting wetting each other so at the end we where both wet!! well he was all wet so he had to change his clothes hahahha i felt sorryy for a lil bit cuz i couldnt stand jordan the guy who was fucking me beign mad at me!! and also my first real love here in the states !! so within minutues i apoligized when he was chaging his clothes but he ignored me, and that was also his fault he started itt!! not only me!!
well he left that night again when i went out with nathan to get a cigarrette!, nathan and i went inside and he so nice started telling me bedtime stories like hanxel and gretel, red little ridin whore and a buch onf stories the piggies hahahaha it was su much fun!! THOSE ARE THE BEST MEMORES I HAVE FROM NATHAN HE IS A SWEETHEART!! and then we were making out again gaha kising it seems that he wanted more but i was so wasted that i couldnt even kiss him hahaha he finally noticed that i was falling a sleep kissed me on the lips and left to his room!!
Next day as walys in the morning we were trying to remember what happened last night ah jarred nathan and I went again to texas road house for lunch, jordan was still sleeping with the whore!
i didnt eat all my plate so i asked for a box and took it to go it was a lot of food, and i was thinking about jordan and that he might me hungry! do we took it home. when we got home he was there and i told him i was sorry, and that i wasnt only my fault that he owned me an apologize also!! cuz he started it! well we werent talking for a little while but then we were kind of OK.. we ate all the food as i thought he might have been starving my poor baby boy!! he also had a chupeton but i acted cool about it as if i didnt mind but i was dying inside!
MY LAST NIGHT!
i already told u guys all my two weeks in Oklahoma and the little a remember! and this is my last night there...
That was the worst i was WASTED, DRUNK, FUCKED UP, UNSOBER, hahahahhabut very bad ahhaha
It all started late i tried on like 5 outfits and i didnt know what to wear i finally opted for the white and black dress thta i wore the first night there hoping that anybody remembered! hahaha Rouch was over and as always so nice and flirty to me! i love him!! i feel like i know him since all my lifee!! well im sure i had a lot of fun that night i was wasted and again Sammy was over and again pretending to be nice to me.. telling me to not leave and that she loved my outfits and my juicy couture necklace.. BULLSHIT!! god knows what shit Jordan told her about me and now she was with him.. fuckin ugly whore!!we had a cigarrete together tho haha
Well later on that night i have no idea what happened i think everybody left and me and nathan were holding hands and we went over to vics to keep the party there, jarred was with Isaac this guy he spent the night with haha... we went in rouchs car and it was pretty packed haha but i didnt mind i was just holding nathans hand and telling to each other that we would never leave with them! we were fucked up!
As soon as we got to vics I pucked hahaha in the porch it was gross i dont remember ANYTHING!! LITERALLY ANYTHING!! nathan left me and god knows how he got home!! i slept in vics couch that night cuz i woke up like at 10 finally alive!! and i had to catch a plane like at 5 i was so hung over i think i was still drunk hahah i was felling like SHIT,, after a while jarred picked me up (thank god i had my cellphone in my boobs) and my camera hangin from my neck!
so we went to pack my stuff take a shower and stuff to the apartment.. get ready to leave:( here comes the sad part!! SAYING GOODBYE TO JORDAN!! he was gettin ready to go out with sammy i think cuz he got up early but he told us he was going qith the pikes! LIAR!
so he told me good bye! i kissed him in the cheek and tell him to take care and that i loved him!! after he left i wanted to cry so bad!!:( but I didnt... then nathan was still sleeping and i told him good bye i kissed hiim in the cheek like a houndred times and jumped with him in his bed also i didnt want to leave him!! i LOVE HIM!! he was so sad talling me to stay and stuff and about going to mexicoo and everythingg that was soo sad:( imiss him like craaazyy!!
then we went to Taco bell for lunch and saw the hottest guy in Stillwater,, Adam hahahah.. we ate there and then left to cushing to go to tulsas aiport, jackie and ben took us! and it was sad! to say goodbye to jarred in the airport and stuff:( i miss him so much and everyone down there in Stillwater Oklahoma! i had the best time of my life down there!! i wish i could go back!! and im going back idk when but i will.. this is not the last time im gonna see Jordan and Nathan!!!
peace!
People im missing like crazy and definetly seeing again
-Jarred - im sure im seeing him again so im not worried, i wanna travel the world with him BF!
-Jordan - if i dont see him again i would die!, i so wanna do him again! Iwould like him to madure and marry me later on, quit being a menwhore
-Nathan - i would marry him right now if he quits drinking! i love him with all my heart, we became pretty close and i wanna party with him again!! i hope soon this is not a good bye!
-Rouch - eventhough he is ghetto and creep i love him, i think he can protects me and he is sweet by telling me come back and everything, he would do everything for the ones he loves and so hott!!
Some other People I loved also
-SeaRock - my feyonce!! he is kind of ugly but he is the sweetest guy EVER! polite with manners hardworker, caring, and cute as pie!! get better Jake cuz im marrying you!!
-Andrew- fighter but so funny and caring love him!
-Carly - she could be my bf, saved my life with water!
-Jane - super sweet girl ever you could tell her everything
-Dylan - rapper, kind of thick but cute! i lke them that way! protective
-Crisco - when drunk realized hes cool as shit but stinky
-Cale - his mom :( he is not super cute bti would marry him he so sweettttttttt!!
-Zack -gay -- he is a bitch hahaha
-Sean- gay -- loves to party, bitch and fun
