To keep track of my random useful thoughts that cross my mind. Many of them I've already forgotten due to the fact that i get so distracted by the time passes, but stuff that happens in your life that you cant control but learn to deal with as they come along. but anyways thats it.

Monday, April 4, 2011

im on a diet! plus on the mood! gr HORNY

hi people

well you know i dont write here a lot eventho i wish i could, and lately i have been on a very strct diet which seems that is working fine with me, cuz im gettin used to the fact that im not eating sweets, bread or flours...

i have lost like 12 pounds... which is like aproximately 6 or 7 kilos... and i wanna loose more i wanna be skinny and i AM GOING TO BE SKINNY!!!

i been so horny lately... like cravin sex idk why... my hormones been pretty crazy... i saw kim kardashian sex tape and idk im just craving good ass sex right now ,,, im dying to give damn good head... a sweet as blow job to my beloved one... hahaha who would think that haha i remember when i hated givin blow josb and now that i dont anybody im craving to give one!!!


what else.. so yeah i have been textin lucas silva still.. and I really like him like REALLY we are really attracted to each other but just physically... not emotionaly hahaha i just want him to do me and to fuck me hard... wanna smushh... but thats all.. he is so not worthy plus he is ghetto and his life is messed up.. lol i dont need anymore trouble i have enough with what is going on in my life...

some times i just crave or need someone to care about me, a boyfriend to cuddle with on rainy days, go watch a movie or just to chill and be silly with... but yeah i have nobody.. and i dont even go out or anything so its not gonna happen.. plus livin in this shit that im livin now nobody would want to date me.. or at least i wouldt. cuz im not gettin involved with some trashy ass guy...


mm what elseee i think thats all.. i need to do better in schooll.. i have lots in my mind for summer... but i have NO MONEY at all.. so idk what is gonna happen .. i realy wanna go to cali and to seattle so bad to see my lucas and him to do me and fuck me all day long.. kiss me slowly finger me and lick my whole body from head to toe, i wanna give him good head til he moans I wanna moan so bad I want him to cum on my boobs and to suck on them like a baby, i want him to smack me hard and fuck me doggy style til I cum and scream like a crazy gettin laid by some black pimp... damn hahaha im still horny.. im textin him right now .. well oh actually we are textin all the time... and geeez i swear he turns me ON real bad.. his pics and errrything damn, i bet he is good in bed, i want him to fold me on his arms and kiss me slowly, grab my ass underneath my dress, on top of my panties first, i want him to be so close to be that i could feel his cock gettin hard thru his jeans on my crotch.

i wanna grab and rub his neck while we kiss appasionately bring him closer to me, then push him to some couch and sit on his lap facing him, feeling his dick so hard at that time, move lil bit my hips to make him get more horny and his dick rises...
i wanna fold him with my arms and let him burry his face on my neck and lick me all over while we kiss, i want him to grab my boobs slowly first thru my dress and then imma take off his shirt , he is gonan be wearing some silver chain and he might look really hot naked... then i want him to take off my dress, to stare at my boobs and grab them a little harder with my bra on,
his dick is gonna be so hard, the lights off......

hes would stand up, and take his pants off while I help him then im gonna see his hard dick but with his boxers on.. dayummm ... hes gonna grab my wet pussy and wants to take off my panties.. but i dont let him.. yet... we kiss with so much passion, and he touches me all over while he licks every inch on my body i just start breathing really really fast and i take my bra off.. he starts sucking on my tits like no other slowly and enjoying it like a little baby. he tries to bite em a little but and my nipples are so hard... he exclaims damn while he sees them.. we are ready to keep up with some harder fore play... so we stand up and i take his boxers off and he just stares at me, i bend on my knees and pus him to the coach to take a seat,,,
im goin down on him cuz i been craving it for a long time, his cock is so hard and his balls are so tight, plus its loonngg.. i cant wait to have it inside me, i start sucking on that baby slowly from top to bottom he just closes his eyes and stares at me while i do it, i start to go harder and do it so nice .. stick my toungue out and lick his balls and go all the way to the tip of his penis... i use my hands alll the time to help me, he is just blank staring at the ceiling and he starts moaning, i love that sound of him, i keep doing it til he cant handle it no more... and i tell him i want him to fuck me real bad, and to go hard ... i start dirty talkin and bitiing his ears and lickin him all over i am so horny and i just wanna be fucked that i dont even know what im saying, im trippin... he touches my crotuch slowly and im totally wet ready for him to get on me, we get on the misionary position and im moaning and yellin to him to fuck me he starts slowly and i moan .. it feels so damn good and he starts going harder and harder i sart moaning real loud and so does he im loving it and i scream go hard babe fucke me hard papi, yaa, he stops to turn around and i yellDONT STOP i stand up and kiss him on the lips while i grab his shaft and tell him '' you are awesome babe, do me doggy style'' so i bend down and he grabs my ass and he lets his dick go hard at once on me, i screamed, but i am truly loving it, im having and orgasm, he goes hard in and out.. i just moan and my sex face looks as horny as i am he pulls my hair a little bit and grabs my boobs, i turn around and push him on the bed facing the ceiling.. i sit on his dick, while I moan i am so tired by that moment and kinda sweaty and so is he....

i sarts bouncing on his dick moving uo and down i bend down to him and kiss his neck and lips i like all his chest and tummy, i amd so turned on, i am nibbling on his ear and i tell him.. you feel so big babe, he just stares at me with his dirty looks and kisses me and bites my lips, and he tells me '' you are super hot babe, give me that sweet pussy I own'' and so I say yeah baby im yours keep fucking me and i turn doggy style againn.. he fucks me real hard this time, he is even yelling and he smacks me and i love it ...

in this moment i am not ana any longer.. i turned in a wild cheetah like 30 min ago and he is a lion, damn i moan hard and he is doing the smae but harder, he is about to come, and he pulls it out and turn around and grab his shaft close to me,,,, he cums all over my boobs, his warm cum feels sticky and delicious.. I smile and so does he, he kisses me on the lips and grabs my tits full of cum, they are wet and he is playing with them, he is tired so I am.. i clean myself rreally quick and go backt o bed with him, we kiss a cuddle for hours, he tells me i am amazing and i tell him he is the amazing one and that i love brazilian cock...


thats all =P kinda horny uh???

well im leaving to cabo in two weeks! huhuh i hope i get to do some action babys ;) ttyl!!