Hiii peopleee I haven't write in a while and in despite of all the drama I have been thru lately and the fightin with my mom
I finalllllyyyyyyy got my blackberry thata I wanted so bad
Yesyterday I went to a job interview at el cid and I might start working next week
Idk how that is gonna be but I better find out cuz I really need moneyy honeyy and I wanna travel juju I might go to orlando or miami bitch
In decemberrrrr yayayyyy I'm gonna write back to you soon haha let's NOT get my hopes up cua we all know how hard is my siatuation right noww
And how miserable my life isss let's see what future holds for muaaa

chillin before goin to bed

so.. what up hoessssssssss!!


todays is tuesday night and im not feeling good as usual! oh now that i remember I have a story!

so sunday's evening i went out with the masey,,, and we wentyou know where to do you know what!
and I loved it it was my 1st time EVER without a globe and in a hot tube! it was hot i was reallly horny that day and that was just awesome we did it twice and we got the suite w jacuzzi! sweet!
im not involving feelings..well I hope! cuz eventho he is a good guy i dont want a commitment and neither does he!


so abaou what i said on the first sentence that i dont feel good im not talking about a sickness,, my mind status and feelings ...SUCK!
like i hate being here i really wanna go live by myself or idk i dont even know what i want i juts know that im sick of this place this house everything!1

i wanna quit everything im fed up!!!!!!!!!!!!



i want a 180 degrees spin for my life!!!!!!11 i swear i need it! i never thought it would be this hard to be back home is like living in hell!!!!!! and i have no money i have been wanting to get a blackberry................and still not happening i thoight i would have more money cuz im staying here

im all the time fightin with my mom ALL THE TIME literally i dont know why i just cant keep a conversation with her im just mad at her alll the time no matter what!


:( im on suicidal mode!