2:45 in the morning, what a day, what did i do? same old thing i said yesterday.. nothing, this spring break has been pretty boring. and in the top of that the Oklahoma thing, my mom finally called me today after my multiple tries to reach her, i hoped o could at least hear a maybe, or let me try, but it was a no.. not with J, i feel like shit right now, i really really want to go, she told me she would talk to my dad and see what we could do, with the money stuff and my sisters trip, but I'm not asking for too much. i hope ayoya could help me with this, my airplane ticket or something :(((((((((((((( my life is so lame, I'm such a looser and OKc is the only thing that keeps me awake.. i want to go, i cant go back home on July without at least one adventure:(.. since i have had 0 up here, i try to look like I'm such partying so much and making out and hooking up with a lot of gringos, but i know it is not real, just my mind trying to impress the ppl who I'm sure I'm thinking I'm having such a blast, and it is not that I'm not having a lot of fun,, but ...... theres always a but i wish i could have friends to party and invite me over their houses and picking me up and all the stuff, not the stupid looser friends i have that are way lamer than me, at least i have sense of style and attitude, not like them.... anyway at least i have some..i should keep complaining in this blos , that all i have been doing since i made it like yesterday or the day before, theres also a lot of good stuff, but always the worst one is the one that stays on my mind for the most of the time like right now, oklahoma!!! omg i cant think in another thing besides that, i swear i dream about getting there and drinking and partying and begin in cars singing with the windows down and the music loud with a bunch of blond ppl... like i always dreamed for my life in the states, i wanna have it for two weeks in Oklahoma and i sure i will have a blast if I go.... please please god!!! i have been so good!!! please let me go :(((!!! make my wish come true!!! my dad and mom please!! and my other family that are willing to help me...$$$...lets see what happens... hope i can get an answer soon.. well i hope i can get a yes soon, cuz theres no way I'm accepting a no as an answer... I'm dying to go.. and i will kill somebody to go.. haha jk!
the sprong break has been awfull hope the ends of it gets better.... OKC PLEASE!!!!!!:(
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
btw i made a couple of tricks to my fam here. huhu it was fun!!
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